Love hits like a train

Good afternoon my dearest viewers. It's a cloudy Sunday and my week was full of emotions and filled with all kind of happenings. A wonderful moment to share it with you, isn't it? Whatsoever, today we are talking about love. According to a dictionary love, has 29 possible meanings (as one wasn't enough) but I will point out that one that seems known to us teens.

in love, infused with or feeling deep affection or passion

We all get attached to someone, but is that really love? Let's split love in some types:

• Love towards family
• Love towards friends
• The "I want to marry you type of love"

As you guessed already, we'll talk about the third mentioned type, as it's the one that..sucks the most.

It's love, but it's also not. It has a lot of cons, it's pretty painful since being denied can cause psychical pain that can ruin certain people forever. Of course, it has its bright sides. We forget about school, studying, friends, family, leaving the house, how to breathe, walk and some stuff. Guess what? That is not a positive side of this kind of love. The reason for this is that it's unrealized love in the most of cases. It goes like this. We find some person that we daydream about. That person kisses our lips all the times, holds our hand and hugs us, all that until we wake up. Then we realise that we are hopelessly lost, go into ourselves, looking for an answer on the question - Does s/he feel the same way? Answer ourselves with N-O and take the next best person as 'crush'. That's the endless circle of teenage love.

Does it always have to be like that? Probably no, but I didn't really have a girlfriend before and watching couples makes me sick. Sure, I respect all of you guys and girls around there with successful relationships, and it would be a shame if I ruined the way you feel about this. Would it? We'll have time to talk about relationships. Yeah, every good movie includes a kiss, and butterflies can't be considered as a bad feeling only. But can't the hard part be a little less painful? If I could refund all the time I wasted on that girl. From buying flowers all over to poetry. Here I'll bring in my masterpiece. A little love song for the soul.

☁ Wishlist ☁

I wish I was the cloud above your house

I wish you'd chase me like cat the mouse

I wish I was your gas for breathing, like air

I wish I was with you, follow you anywhere

Like nicotine, crossing through you

Make you wish not to live without me

Your hairpin, be together whatever you do 

When you wake up the first thing you see

I wish I was the rainbow above your hair

Colourful, warm, keep away any despair

I wish I was your sky, part your day

Be the one who for you will turn grey

I wish I was your snow, wind and rain

Instead of alcohol I'll wash away the pain

Be your image, door, glass, book or roof

Stand in front of you, be 100% bulletproof

I wish I never have to leave, keep us whole

Follow you, even to heaven your soul

Because there's pain, in everything I do

And in the end, I'm nothing without you

We will go further into this thread when I have more time, and for a while talk only about this thread. Congratulations to Sweden for winning the Eurosong contest, I wish everyone an enjoyable weekend.

Good night!

High school - what defines your future

Greetings!

Before I go to the actual thread of this blog, I want to say that this is obviously my first one, and I hope you won't get mad at me if it's not good enough in any way. Although I'm just a 15 years old teenager, I hope my thoughts, opinions and way of writing will be good enough.

Enjoy.

The real teenager life doubtless starts together with high school. It's that time of the life where your ambitions get bigger, your head gets heavier and emotions uncontrollable. That time where you fall in love with all those boys and start being a rebel. You know everything better, you live the life you want and advices are not welcome at all.

I'll now stop talking about the usual already known teenager life mentioned above and split the high school life in 3 parts:

• Friends
• Love
• School

Friends - It's always questionable who you can trust, and recognizing fake friends is something that you learn after being hurt. Well, maybe you are that type of teenager that has a so-called "squad", that type of friends is usual for those who are careless and pass by all the problems life brings. That's awesome, as long it's true friendship. Then, there is that kind of teens who have that one friend they are dedicated to, that  includes full trust in that person and that person simply being someone you fully enjoy. All that is more-less fine, but there's that kind teen that has no trust in people at all, is insecure about other people, or simply lonely. Can we consider those kids as anti-social? No. That kids that are seen as anti-social are the one who talk little, but have the loudest minds. They are those who know exactly how corrupted the world is, and simply avoid negative experiences, at the cost of having less good moments. They aren't really sad, they simply have no interest in talking to idiots that appreciate wrong ideals. In the end, it's all about trust, and understanding. There's so much more we could talk about, and we  will for sure, but when the thread is friendship alone.

Love - Of course we could say that there are different kinds of love, but the one that interests us is that kind of love that includes relationships, boyfriends, girlfriends and so on...ugh. Alright, what's important to know is that almost every teen will have butterflies because of those uncontrollable emotions. We all know when the guy / girl that walked by us is just so adorable, but why won't that person like me back !? We're the perfect couple! If you never experienced this kind of problem because you are some badass that can get any girl, leave, please. On the other side, If you know this too well, read carefully. You will reject and be rejected your whole life. Don't, I repeat, don't think that anyone will love you back because you would die for them, just don't. Except the disappointment you will have to face,  it will lower your self-confidence, and self-confidence is what keeps you alive in the real world. As mentioned in the friends thread, we will talk about this more, about things like best-friend love, love to the same gender and more, but simply in a post dedicated to LOVE only. But until remember this seven-word, one comma and 3 full-stop story:

DO NOT LOVE, IT HURTS...AS FUCK

School - Talking about school, it's a stressful experience, and if itself is not enough of a poison, just remember that it gets even harder with love and friends. Knowing that you have to spend your expensive time on studying, instead of reading is useless stuff on the internet and chatting your false friends, really annoying to deal with. Let me tell you something. Go. Fucking. Study. Simple as that. The chance that you are Bill Gates and that you will get rich just by waking up every morning with a bored face is pretty little. Study! Not for your grades, for satisfying your parents, man, not even for the job and money. Do it for yourself. Knowledge is power, and knowledge is something no one is able to take you away. Here's the key for successful studying. I'm aware that many of you waste free time by simply scrolling down Facebook. The next day you go to school, get a bad grade, and regret the decision. Not because only you did not study, but you also wasted that time on nothing. Guess what, time can't be refunded, use it wisely. Not only it's wasted time, but you could've opened the book, spend 1-2 hours simply reading it, eventually realize it's not boring. The next day you would go to school, get a decent grade because God damn, you are smart enough to learn that stuff. Don't stay at home all day and study, all you have to know about this is - USE TIME WISELY.

Ladies and gentlemen,

I won't go further than this, besides the fact that It's my first post, it's also very late, and there is that one blonde girl I have to satisfy tomorrow, in hope that she will love me back. I'm sure you can relate. I wish everyone sweet dreams.

Cheers!